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1 Corinthians 13 -- the love chapter
Verses 4-8 are my favorites:

Love is patient,
Love is kind.
It does not envy,
It does not boast,
It is not proud.
It is not rude,
It is not self-seeking,
It is not easily angered,
It keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil
But rejoices with the truth.
It always protects,
Always trusts,
Always hopes,
Always perseveres,
LOVE NEVER FAILS.

Note:
i just read this on a friends posts & thought that it's something that's too JUICY & BITCHY for me to just read and run so i'm reposting it...for bitchiness' sake I am not the original author so if there's anyone you'd like to sue... please feel free to sue them instead..

 Winners Losers :
From Kris to Ruffa to Gretchen( Desperate Housewives.   Philippine Edition).
 
Or are we reaping some sort of a negative karma to deserve them?) 
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The month of June is a good time to review what transpired for the first
six  months of 2007. For this edition, Conventional Wisdom is focusing on
showbiz-related matters instead of the usual politics (which in a way is
also   show-biz but ??for ugly people). Read on.
 
Kris Aquino. Loser. While she is the innocent one in the whole
James-Hope brouhaha, Conventional Wisdom thinks that she could have handled
the  incident with more dignity and privacy. One wonders why this drama queen
wants to inflict her day-to-day saga on the whole planet. From
exaggerating  her "life-threatening" pregnancy, to lambasting her husband in public ("O
magsalita ka? Totoo namang pinapalayas na kita sa bahay a?"), to actually
using  Ninoy to promote a cake in her latest commercial. Kris'
next endorsement should neither be beer nor pastries but laundry detergent
for  her unquenchable desire to always wash her very dirty underwear in public.
James Yap. Loser. One word : cad. As one writer succinctly said : "What
do you expect from a provincial boy who suddenly became famous and
wealthy?" The last time we witnessed a showbiz cad was during Gabby
Concepcion's time. James is now second in our list. Conventional Wisdom is
giving them maximum of 3 years as a couple. Kris is starting to look more
and more mature and matronic. James is still young. Give James sometime,
and after Hope - - Faith and Charity will spring forth.
 
Moral of the story. Smoking is bad for marriage: Kris had Philip, James
had  Hope. Conventional Wisdom can't take any more of this!!!
 
 Ruffa Gutierrez / Annabelle Rama : The mother and daughter (MAD) team
strikes again. From a filmfest scam that made it to CNN, to Brunei-yuki
scandal that merited a senate hearing, and now, the falling out with Ylmaz
- - which is desperately being peddled out as Philippines vs. Turkey.
Oppressor vs. Victim.
 
Ruffa Gutierrez: Loser. A desperate act from a has-been, middle-aged
B-actress who is trying to make a come-back by capitalizing on whatever
publicity that can be squeezed out from this split. From caterwauling one
minute "Hindi ko na kaya Kuya Boy!", to coyly saying the following week
"Ligawan nya (Ylmaz) ulit ako" to having her born again baptism rites
captured  on cam and then heading off to Las Vegas the following week to relax and
do  damage control (about her marriage five years ago in Las
Vegas). Ruffa, your act is getting stale. You have become so predictable
and boring.
 
Annabelle Rama. Winner. For always a character that she is. For being
consistent in her act and for being our constant source of amusement.
Conventional Wisdom almost fell off its chair when this motor-mouth
fish-wife  asked Dolly Ann to return the cosmetics she gave her and then, proceeded
on by  actually naming two unknown women on national television to pay their
debts to  her since she now has to take care of Ruffa and her
grandchildren: "Hoy, so and so magbayad na kayo ng utang nyo sa akin dahil
marami na akong papalamunin ngayon" or something to that effect.
Panalo talaga si Bisaya. I strongly suggest to PGMA that we give this
woman a  postion in the government preferably as Head of our National Defense.
Asap.
 
Dolly Ann Carvajal. Winner and Loser. A lot of people don't like this
woman. For one, she is not pleasing to the eye. Her gay son looks a lot
better than she. And admit it or not, she became a writer thru her
connections - mom and aunt. But being objective about the whole thing,
Conventional Wisdom thinks that Dolly Ann is on the right this time. Why
can't  the mother and daughter (MAD) tandem just answer the questions posed by
Dolly  Ann? Why can't Annabelle stick to the issues instead of pointing out
something  we already know: how ugly Dolly Ann is.
What makes Dolly Ann a loser is her constant use of her departed mom's
legacy   and memory whenever someone would diss her out. Honey, stop hiding under
the   skirt of your mom. You are not a sacred cow.
 
Pia Guanio. Loser. What a lousy lousy interviewer. The depth of her
talent as a host is as long as her irritating mini skirts. Do us a favor
Pia,  ask Bossing to marry you already and then fade into oblivion.
 
 Gretchen Baretto. Loser. One word : Wow. The affectations of La
Greta can only be matched by her delusions of grandeur. From the looks of
it, she is experiencing the early on-set of a mid-life crisis. She has been
picking fights left and right with Lani Mercado, and then with Dawn
Zulueta. From her classic statement about the looks of her own daughter:
"Naaawa nga ako dahil karamihan ng tao ang sabi kay Dominique, kamukha sya
ng tatay nya". And now the "friendly beso-beso" lip-lock with John
Estrada. Please explain to Conventional Wisdom - - "How can this be a
friendly kiss when you and John looked so orgasmic in that shot?
Gretchen is a classic example of "langaw na nakatungtong sa kalabaw, pero
feeling mataas pa sa kalabaw." Someone should already tell this woman to
seek professional help. Sober up and clean your act sister. You are no
Paris  Hilton. More like Plaster of Paris Hilton.
 
Cesar Montano, Richard Gomez, Manny Pacquiao, etc. - Losers. No further
explanations needed.
 
Borgy Manotoc. Loser. Please. Please. From one scandal to the next.
From one basag-ulo to the next. We have enough of you and your sap-sap
mouth face. Will someone already put this psycho behind bars?
 
Butch Francisco and Dolly Ann as writers. Losers. Please don't waste
precious newspaper space writing about personal stories that nobody
(repeat, nobody!) finds interesting at all. From your maid's antics to your
experience  as a judge of Slimmers World Mr. and Ms. Ek ek, to a current love who
inspires  you. Please! A tree gave up its life to have these newspaper printed.
Have I mentioned that nobody is interested?
 
Belo's Billboards. Loser. Hideous. Plain hideous. Whoever is advising
Vicky (I  can't call her Doctora Vicky because as Osang said, she was a mere aerobics
instructor before) to put out all those monstrosities should be charged
with  Human Rights violations. From the disturbing Christmas billboard last
December, to Richard Gomez's billboard pre-campaign period, to Ai-ai's
scary  shot. Conventional Wisdom would rather stare at the billboards of Ellen's
Beauty Salon (with Ellen as the model herself) than see these Belo ads.
 
Nora Aunor. Loser. To be a has-been superstar drug dependent in your
fifties is bad enough. To be caught doing drugs in another country is
worse. To  be found-out to have married another woman many years ago for a US
green-card  is worst. Ate Guy is a classic example of a person blessed with so much
talent and opportunity gone to waste.
 
Regine Velasquez & Ogie Alcasid. Losers. Regine is what ..... .nearing 40?
As someone said "from her demeanor to her utterance, Regine is trying
very, very, very hard to hold on to youth." And if I may add, failing miserably.
This home-wrecker who speaks with an American sleng-sleng should act her
age. Seeing her kilig-reaction about the admission of Ogie made me lose my
appetite  for dinner. Conventional Wisdom is really worried that anytime soon,
Regine's  face and body will collapse. From her hair extension, her fake long
eyelashes, her fake nose, her man-made eye slits, her tooth-caps with gums, and her
Gluthathioned skin, her fake boobs. Last we heard, her movie with Piolo
flopped big time. Nobody wants to see a May/December love story anymore.
Or  more correctly, a May 1960/ December  2007 love affair story anymore.
These are the people that are giving Conventional Wisdom constant migraine
the  past months. If this trend continues until December, aneurysm can't be
far behind.
 
Pass this on until it reaches the following: Ylmaz Bektas, Mother-in-law
of  Gretchen, Hope, Vic Sotto, PGMA, Michelle Van Something, Letty Magsanoc,
and  Gov. Vi.

25, June 2007

This was the article that got me the job as a web content writer here @ Increase Media.

I juz found it while going through some of my boss's old files.

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On Being Happy.... and GAY!!!

By: ----- ----- -. ------

 

 

Homosexuality was rooted from the ancient greeks, wherein to them woman was nothing but an object for procreation man cannot love anyone that is not of his level, therefore if woman was lower than man, then man can only love his own kind. A few stories may prove this right, for instance; Apollo the sun god fell in love with Hyacinthus, so did the west wind Zephyrus, also there's Achilles and his so-called bestfriend Patrocles, Socrates and Alcibiades and if you've seen the movie "Alexander" it also showed deep affection between Alexander the great & his lover/bestfriend.

 

I myself am a homosexual, i've been like this since i can remember. I don't really know when this started or how or why but i also have a few theories on some factors that might affect somepnes sexual preferences.

 

One would be genetics, i've seen homosexual plants like a Papaya tree bearing flowers but not bearing fruits which is a good example of homosexuality among plants. There are also animals who are homosexual like dogs humping each other then i just realize that "Hey, those dogs are both male!" So what makes us any different from other living things which has the tendencies to be homosexual?

 

Another would be how the child is raised. Talkin about "Nature versus Nurture", i can give a very good example of this, and that would be myself. Generations after generations all of the 1st born from my great great whatever great grand mother to my own mom were all female, so everyone in the family expected me to be one as well, but they were wrong. So i grew up with my auntie's forcing me to wear tutus, doing my make-up treating me as if i am their niece instead of a nephew. Then there are those kids who aren't really gay to start with but with people teasing them all the time grow up to be one. And those are just a few examples.

 

And last, would be they're past experiences with the same or with the opposite sex, and I am talking about sexual experiences. i mean 7 out of 10 gay guys i know have experienced sexual harrassment as a kid or during adolescence. So I just thought that , that could mean something right?

 

But what exaclty is the importance of homosexuals in our society?

 

Well i've been asking myself this same question that my friends had been asking me. "How come there are a lot of gay guys nowadays?" I can't really point out why but this are the only factors i can think of. Well it is true that homosexuality is very rampant these days, and a lot of people still doesn't  understand people like me. Gays are still diregarded. dicreminated and treated as if we're nothing but scum. But if you look around you we have already dominated a lot of fields and tocite a few examples, there's the  media, we have actors, writers, make-up artists, designers only to name a few. Also there are interior designers, bar owners, models, events coordinators, etc... Well i know that some homophobics might object and say that these are gay-dominated fields, so now let's talk about the supposed straight dominated world, we have doctors, professors, lawyers, architects and everything else that a straight man or woman can do.

 

This only shows that homosexuals shouldn't just be treated equally, which is all we're asking for. We should also be treated with respect for people like us can do everything a straight guy or girl can do (except concieve & give birth that is) and we can even do better.

 

Happy Gay Pride Month.

 

I think i'm gonna need more than 2 of me at this moment..
the 1st one to do things on my never-ending to-do-list the other one to shrink into a tiny little whatever so that no one can see him break down into tears...

• Writer's block
• more than enough work for less than enough time
• Deadly Deadlines
• Sudden Changes in the article
• Write this, don't write that...
• fluctuating internet connection

It all started the moment I got here in the office, not a minute too late..exactly 10:00.. am on the dot...
Then this girl came up to me to give me what she called as my "assignment for today" and set the deadline before lunch, when i still have a pending deadline for another article before lunch.

Waaah! I need another me... quick!

Okay, so i managed to clean up that mess  buy myself more time. Then internet went down & i can't even IM & send files to my boss which is just in the other room. Followed by Writer's block just when i was rushing to meet my deadline.

Boss comes in harrangued me into sending her my unfinished work.. Then freaks out wit all the " You shouldn't write this, because it contradicts with the yadah yadah yadah..." followed by "dami mo pa kulang" while giving me the never-ending list of things that are already in my article had she read the whole thing.

I mean, don't get me wrong... I love my job, it's just that i've been enjoying it ever since i've started & today it just hit me... Damn so this is why they call it "work"...

I do love my job, i enjoy doing it, i love the office, the people..even the bosses... everything about it. I'm just overwhelmed by all that they're expecting from me..

I mean after being the money-making machine of the gorup with my previous work. I don't want to let them down. I don't want to disapoint my boss & i want them to see how good i am. I guess this just wasn't my day.

For now, I'm gonna do what i can, go home take a good R&R & start a new day tom.

I really wanna cry, but i'm not gonna let this ruin me... I'm good... i know i'm good & i can be better...i'm gonnabe better.

favorite line #1: "thank you for calling so much"

favorite line #2: "thank you so much for calling to you" (bwahahhaah!)

favorite line #3: "i'm breaking up on you,too"

favorite line #4: well first, can i have your first and last name
first?...ok for that one...you first have to save an itinerary first... ( this guy's favorite word must be "first')

favorite line #5: "the passenger has to die first before you will get a
refund"

favorite line #6: "for this one you have to sign up first before you have to
be signed up,ok?"

favorite line #7: "i can see that this is an unreserved reservation"

favorite line #8: "the sign up process is very free " you mean there are
sign-up processes that are slightly free or half-free?"

favorite line #9: "how age is your son?"

favorite line #10: "do you have a pen and a ballpen?" ( how about a pencil?
do i need to have it,too? )

favorite line #11: "please bring a government photo issued id"

favorite line #12: "could you repeat that again,please?"

favorite line #13:" because actually you need to actually sign up for an
account first"

favorite line #14: "that is eastern pacific time"

favorite line #15: "can i have your sine in and location pless..."

favorite line #16: "i see here that this is just a reserved reservation" (
uhuh! that's what a reservation is supposed to be!)

favorite line #17: (for an opening line..) "thank you so much for that
information... "(yeah right! the caller hasn't even said anything yet!)

favorite line #18: ( a call during Christmas day,an agent had this for a
closing remark! ) "Thank you for calling and happy halloween!" (YIKES! i
don't think Santa is gonna give you presents for this:( )

favorite line #19: "have a...have a...have a... have a happy holiday!"

favorite line #20: "have a...have a...have a...have a happy day!" (trying to
find for a better adjective for a day,huh?)

favorite line #22: "would you like to reserve this for january nine or
january tane?" (uhuh! american accent training!)

favorite line #23: "well,it defends..." (i repeat! american accent
training!)

favorite line #24: (new dead air verbiage!)" if i don't hear from you within
5 minutes, i'm afraid i will have to release this call..."(you're willing to
wait that long?)

favorite line #25: "i'm sorry i can't seem to access your account. are you
sure you're already a passenger of expedia.com?" (the passenger is calling
to purchase a flight meaning he is not yet a passenger!!!! for heaven's
sake!)

favorite line #26:" i'm sorry but my supervisor is having a conversation
right now..."

favorite line #27: "ok you will be leaving 9am in the morning"

favorite line #28: "would you want to add 1 children for this itinerary?" (
1 children?! )

favorite line #29:" thank you for calling, Mr. coupon"

favorite line #30: "how many passengers will be staying in the room?" ( uy!
flying hotel room? )

favorite line #31: "i'll just tell him nalang!"

favorite line #32: "ok for that one let me verify with my
computer...according to my computer..."( i would love to get that
computer...what brand?)

favorite line #33: "if i don't see you within 5 seconds, i'm afraid...".( my
goodness! we are in the philippines. how on earth can the caller be here for
you to see him in 5 seconds?!)

favorite line #34: (passenger shouting on the other line)
"sige..sige...sige..."

favorite line #35: "would you like to add and attractions and services for
this one? "

favorite line #36: "what i can offer you is a one times courtesy void "

favorite line #37: "let me just walk you to the set-up "

favorite line #38: "i'm sorry but there is something wrong with the
airplane..."( passenger: what? my flight will still be in two months!)

favorite line #39:" i need to verify this one so let me just hold you for a
while,ok?" (uy! very sweet na agent!)

favorite line #40: "i'm sorry but because of the queue that we are having,
i'm afraid my supervisor is taking a call right now.. "(passenger asks how
many calls are waiting?) "we are actually having 59 calls on queue..."

I just wanna share this very good message...

They call it the "Quarter-life Crisis." It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are many things about yourself that you didn't know and may not like.

 

You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared because you barely know where you are now.

You start realizing that people are selfish and that, maybe, those friends that you thought you were so close to aren't exactly the greatest people you have ever met, and the people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones. What you don't recognize is that they are realizing that too, and aren't really cold, catty, mean or insincere, but that they are as confused as you.

You look at your job... and it is not even close to what you thought you would be doing, or maybe you are looking for a job and realizing that you are going to have to start at the bottom and that scares you.

 

Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what others are doing and find yourself judging more than usual because suddenly you realize that you have certain boundaries in your life and are constantly adding things to your list of what is acceptable and what isn't. One minute, you are insecure and then the next, secure.

 

You laugh and cry with the greatest force of your life. You feel alone and scared and confused. Suddenly, change is the enemy and you try and cling on to the past with dear life, but soon realize that the past is drifting further and further away, and there is nothing to do but stay where you are or move forward.

You get your heart broken and wonder how someone you loved could do such damage to you. Or you lie in bed and wonder why you can't meet anyone decent enough that you want to get to know better. Or maybe you love someone but love someone else too and cannot figure out why you are doing this because you know that you aren't a bad person.

One night stands and random hook ups start to look cheap. Getting wasted and acting like an idiot starts to look pathetic. You go through the same emotions and questions over and over, and talk with your friends about the same topics because you cannot seem to make a decision.

 

You worry about loans, money, the future and making a life for yourself... and while winning the race would be great, right now you'd just like to be a contender!

 

What you may not realize is that everyone reading this relates to it. We are in our best of times and our worst of times, trying as hard as we can to figure this whole thing out.

thanx for the inspiration & to yer thread, joe 321

This is juz another blog that's inspired by sum of those overrated text messages, juz thought that "Hey this can also be good!" So i decided to put it here as a blog...

1.) Choosing to be with heartbroken friends ...i dunno , but being heartbroken myself it just helps to know that i still have it in me, that i can help other people with all those painful things that happened to me in the past & are still happening right now. It feels great to know that i've learned from those experience & that i can help other people...It just feels really good to be of help to somebody.

2.) Charmed Marathon... which usually starts around 11 pm till 9 am (if i have classes) or 6 pm if i don't have any plans for that day.

3.) Bar Hopping... believe it or not there are times i just really had to go out,dance the night away& do some old time flirtin. when i'm out, i usually create an alternative "me" from being Angel the wallflower whose usually timid i transform into sexy,flat, fearless "Pietro" & the rest of that night will be history..or rather a dream or a fantasy.

4.) Pigging-out... of course when i go out i eat, while watching Charmed i cook & then eat & guess what helping out others aldo id tiring, so i eat.

5.) Fixing my room, unfixing it then go to work.

6.) Surfing the net..this actually serves both as prequel & sequel to the whole Pietro thing. I surf the net, meet guys who will ask me out & there you go.. but of course the know me as Pietro..

7.) Coffee, coffee or more coffee... well, i'm now beginning to dig tea as well.. especially green tea.

8.) Weeding out  old stuff and then laughing at my old pics, old poems & just plain reminiscing on old happy memories.

9.) Texting cheesy quotes to vulnerable people... although this may also have a backfire, coz at times that i feel so lonely & at times that i wallow in all the pain those cheesy quotes that they send to me just aren't helping. Well that's karma.

10.) Documenting my dysfunctional normal life and telling the whole world about it.

let's say you met this guy in a bar, went out with him & you felt sumthin special, slept with him once & after the climax he juz blurted out how much he likes you.

Well even before you slept with him you already feel this special feeling about him...so there it goes,you guys are officially goin out now...but the thing is.. you realized that you only feel "the"feeling when he's around..but when he's not it's juz not there.

Maybe i got it from watching too much Charmed but, let's juz say that you might've been channeling his feeling towards you,makin you think that you're feeling it towards him. Sorta like Phoebe's Empathy..& now you're stuck with this guy you're not even sure you can learn how to love.Can we force love?...or at least try to learn how to do it?

Ever wonder if that cute, hunky, simple, tall guy with you in a public jeepney, inside the MRT or LRT is a bi or gay?

Are you tired of the old fashioned way of just staring in the eye of one another but not really getting any clear answers to whom you're having eye contact with until it was too late and you just say,, "sayang!! ang cute pa naman nya!!" and you just watch this person as you both part ways and then there is still this "nakaw tingin" but you are just too afraid to approach, not knowing that the guy was also interested in you?

Well its about time to do something about it!! this flirt signs can be done in public with no hassles AT ALL. no fear of having all the non-third sexes figure out it was actually a flirtatious act..

Help me spread out this new kewl stuff to all your networks, may it be friendster or what have you that have access to all other concerned and involved ones..

so lets get started.. lets say, you are in any public means of transportation, say MRT, LRT, JEEP, FX or even in a private car. and you came across with this hot-looking guy that you cant even sense if he is bi, gay or straight, and you are interested with this person and so is the person is to you.. this is why we all need this to silently communicated and flirt...here is the flirt signs 101.

HOLD YOUR NOSE with one hand like wiping out oil shows your interest to a person.

HOLD YOUR CHIN as if checking all the unshaved beard shows you are interested back to the person.

PINCHING your left ear with one hand means you wanna know if the person is bi or gay.

if you are BI, you just need to LICK OR WET YOUR LIPS while looking at the person.

if you are GAY, you will need to WIPE YOUR EYES like you are wiping out eye dirts.

TOUCH YOUR HEAD, if you wanna know if the person is TOP or bottom, the same thing should be done if you are TOP.

REACH YOUR POCKET (your behind pocket) as if you're reaching for your wallet if you are a bottom.

Now lets say you both understood each other but you didn't know whether the person wants to meet or wait outside of where you both are,, Just RUB YOUR HANDS TOGETHER as if you just put some hand sanitizer on them means lets meet outside. then if the person rubs his hands together too, thats it!! you just caught a big fish out of a small pond.. hahaha

But of course if the person doesn't respond to any of these,, it only means two things

1. He is not yet familiar with this new flirt sign language
2. Or worst,, that cute guy you wanna take with you is a STRAIGHT!!

let's have it applied..

a guy takes the MRT to AYALA makati, and he could see from a distance a nice hunk and a good looking smooth guy. he just couldn't take his eyes off this hunk. The hunk happens to look at him for a while.Then Flirt 101 takes place.

little guy looks at the hunk stud and slowly wipes his nose till the hunk notices it..
Hunk stud sees it and held down his chin like he just shaved telling the little guy that he is interested.. then the magic spark sets off..
little guy wanna know if the hunk is bi or gay by pinching his left ear with one hand
Hunk wets his lips very daringly and unexpectedly reached his pocket like reaching for his wallet.
Little guy was in red shock and was one big boner inside the train when he finds out the hunk stud is a bottom bi (ampota pati ako titigasan dun). so he didn't wanna pass the opportunity..

although he is bottom, he touched his head and acted appropriately telling the hunk stud that he is a top..
(sino ba nmn ang hndi mgta top sa ganun, wow!!)

so the little guy rubs his hands together and the hunk stud didn't need to respond anymore so he waited outside and whoala!!!! Nag check in ang dalawa sa sogo!! san ka pa!!

SO THAT WAS IT.. IF YOU DON'T WANNA PLAY THE SAME BORING GAME THAT WE ALL SEEM TO PUT UP EVERYTIME COME ACROSS WITH THIS SITUATION, HELP US SPREAD THIS OUT.. WHO KNOW YOU MIGHT FIND YOUR PRINCE CHARMING JUST WAITING FOR YOU TO MAKE A MOVE....

 Nobody's perfect... but there will always be someone perfect for us...

we all have our own flaws..

we may always have our own imperfections but i still believe that there's this certain someone who will always be there to fill in our imperfections the very same way we'll be fillin in theirs...& together it makes both of us... PERFECT.

I still can't help but feel bad at certain times, it is true that i really am happy for him & that sumhow I'm beginnin to learn how to let go . Flash backs of memories both of good times & bad times still haunts me at times...

I got home late this afternoon,rest day from work & i juz can't sleep. I  closed my eyes & again I'm transported to the past wherein he accompanies me to our room(when we were still livin together)& pat me like a baby till i can't get my eyes to open...he even winds up this  lil sad clown music box to lul me to sleep...

We used to sleep in a teeny weeny mattress big enuf for 1. We would wake up all sweaty because we had to make ourselves fit...so we always sleep in each others embrace... I still remember the way he laughs at me coz i never really realized how i'm subconciously rocking myself to sleep whenever i'm tryin to  make sleep come to me

When my parents took me back,he texted me asking me to take the mattress(in which we used to sleep)with me,it only makes him cry coz whenever he touches the part of the bed near the wall(the part where i used to sleep)it juz makes him sad coz it juz reminds him of how we used to be.he  even promised me that once we get all of our problems fixed...He's gonnabe the one to personally pick me up so we can live together again...but now he's gone...

well at least i know that he's now happy with someone else...& i really am happy for him...hope i can be happy  for myself as well

i still am waiting for him to pick me up again...maybe not now...but someday in the future...maybe...

 

" Things just happen, things that you may never understand. But you just have to believe that it's for thebest.... even if it doesn't always seem that way..."

~Piper Halliwell, Charmed Season  3 Episode 3